A world that makes me feel so insignificant yet I am even more insignificant the larger scale. I am an ant in a ginormous universe and possibly smaller than an ant. When I die, it will mean nothing to the larger scale of the universe. But, here we are, fighting to get noticed on this…
#287 Oscar blues
I remember a time in my life when I would watch the Oscars with tears in my eyes, and this feeling of awe. Tears rolled down my cheeks, as I imagined myself winning an Oscar. I would ugly cry as I imagined. Now, so many years later, I still wonder why an Oscar meant so…
#286 welcome back frsh
I haven’t written The Frshta Show blog in a while. I stopped because I felt like my content was very negative. It wasn’t that I fell off the horse. I just got tired of hearing myself and reading my words. The moment I stopped writing the blog, things started shifting for me for the better.…
#285 The Silent Depression
The Silent Depression There have been so many emotions in me lately. I haven’t been able to fully understand myself, There has been a tremendous amount of fear all around. This year has been challenging for the entire world. After a worldwide pandemic, can’t we just leave each other alone? Can’t we just let children…
#284 Morning Prayers
I have been trying to establish new habits to incorporate into my weekly routine. One of the most challenging habits is trying to wake up for morning prayer. The time for morning prayer changes based on the time that the sunrises. So, the first week it was around 5:25 a.m., but now that I am…
#283 Good Evening
Good Evening, I have missed you so much, but needed a much-needed break from writing the blog. I felt burnt out, and nothing I wrote for the blog made me feel good. It all just felt negative. I miss the act of creating, so I decided to shift gears to a different art form. I…
Children in Need
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Happy 31st Birthday
I know it has been a while. There are many factors for my lack of inactivity on my usually active blog, but today, I wanted to post because it is my 31st birthday. First off, I wanted to honor God for allowing me to be alive. I want to honor my mother, who carried me…
#282 A spooky night
I work with a lovely woman named Kym. I was going to skip the weekly Wednesday blog, but Kym inspired me. Kym is an older British woman. She is thin and slender and loves to skateboard. She is tough as nails. She has been through a lot in her life. She still has this positivity,…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 51
The week Entertainment Studios was wrapping up, I decided to reach out to everyone I knew in the film industry. I sent them an upgraded resume and an email letting them know what I have been doing. One of those emails came back with a job offer as a temp office manager at a production…