#293 33. Somewhere I always wanted to go. When I first moved into my place, on a Sunday, after running my small business, I sat on my little kitchen floor and cried because I was having a hard time. I ugly cried. My favorite place to eat. By my red couch in front of the…
The tapes in my head. For the last few years, I have been activity working cutting the loops in my head by the endless tapes of my anxieties. Silencing it by telling myself to stop never worked. I would spend endless hours in my head going through different scenarios of different shitty situations. The loops…
Hello, As I start my 32nd year of life, I wanted to reflect on the 31st year of my life. 31 was a life-changing year, and I spent some time yesterday, on the day of my birth, reflecting on where I was last year during this time. It was the start of so many new…
I remember a time in my life when I would watch the Oscars with tears in my eyes, and this feeling of awe. Tears rolled down my cheeks, as I imagined myself winning an Oscar. I would ugly cry as I imagined. Now, so many years later, I still wonder why an Oscar meant so…
Good Evening, I have missed you so much, but needed a much-needed break from writing the blog. I felt burnt out, and nothing I wrote for the blog made me feel good. It all just felt negative. I miss the act of creating, so I decided to shift gears to a different art form. I…
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I know it has been a while. There are many factors for my lack of inactivity on my usually active blog, but today, I wanted to post because it is my 31st birthday. First off, I wanted to honor God for allowing me to be alive. I want to honor my mother, who carried me…
I work with a lovely woman named Kym. I was going to skip the weekly Wednesday blog, but Kym inspired me. Kym is an older British woman. She is thin and slender and loves to skateboard. She is tough as nails. She has been through a lot in her life. She still has this positivity,…
I was over entertainment studios and the grind culture. At the same time, I felt like, "Frshta, you are lucky to even have a job in the industry." I wanted to grow and to do more. I started to take off all the stuff from my work wall. All of it. Everyone started to question…
Good morning world I have this itch to write today, thank God. Of course, as soon as I start writing, I forgot what I wanted to write about. I wanted to talk about a few different things. First off, I want to talk about life struggles. It all started with a conversation I had with…
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