#293 33. Somewhere I always wanted to go. When I first moved into my place, on a Sunday, after running my small business, I sat on my little kitchen floor and cried because I was having a hard time. I ugly cried. My favorite place to eat. By my red couch in front of the…
#291 Dear Readers, Where have you been? It’s like you have forgotten me? You just disappeared and stopped writing to me…are you okay? Have you been okay? How has the creativity been? How has your health been? How is life going? What is new? How is your corner of the world Frshta? I am sorry…
The tapes in my head. For the last few years, I have been activity working cutting the loops in my head by the endless tapes of my anxieties. Silencing it by telling myself to stop never worked. I would spend endless hours in my head going through different scenarios of different shitty situations. The loops…
A world that makes me feel so insignificant yet I am even more insignificant the larger scale. I am an ant in a ginormous universe and possibly smaller than an ant. When I die, it will mean nothing to the larger scale of the universe. But, here we are, fighting to get noticed on this…
I haven’t written The Frshta Show blog in a while. I stopped because I felt like my content was very negative. It wasn’t that I fell off the horse. I just got tired of hearing myself and reading my words. The moment I stopped writing the blog, things started shifting for me for the better.…
The Silent Depression There have been so many emotions in me lately. I haven’t been able to fully understand myself, There has been a tremendous amount of fear all around. This year has been challenging for the entire world. After a worldwide pandemic, can’t we just leave each other alone? Can’t we just let children…
I have been trying to establish new habits to incorporate into my weekly routine. One of the most challenging habits is trying to wake up for morning prayer. The time for morning prayer changes based on the time that the sunrises. So, the first week it was around 5:25 a.m., but now that I am…
The week Entertainment Studios was wrapping up, I decided to reach out to everyone I knew in the film industry. I sent them an upgraded resume and an email letting them know what I have been doing. One of those emails came back with a job offer as a temp office manager at a production…
My new producer was mean, and that's honestly how I felt. She made comments to me about my personality."Why do you have to be friends with everyone?" "Why are you so nice?" I didn't know how to answer the questions. I was just being me. She was from the east coast and felt strongly that…
I can’t name every horror film like I have mentioned before, but I just enjoy them very much. I have felt horror movies burn out in the last couple of years, mainly because I was so tired of the content. I could predict where the story was going during most horror films. I think the…
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