Good Evening, I have missed you so much, but needed a much-needed break from writing the blog. I felt burnt out, and nothing I wrote for the blog made me feel good. It all just felt negative. I miss the act of creating, so I decided to shift gears to a different art form. I…
Happy 31st Birthday
I know it has been a while. There are many factors for my lack of inactivity on my usually active blog, but today, I wanted to post because it is my 31st birthday. First off, I wanted to honor God for allowing me to be alive. I want to honor my mother, who carried me…
#282 A spooky night
I work with a lovely woman named Kym. I was going to skip the weekly Wednesday blog, but Kym inspired me. Kym is an older British woman. She is thin and slender and loves to skateboard. She is tough as nails. She has been through a lot in her life. She still has this positivity,…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 51
The week Entertainment Studios was wrapping up, I decided to reach out to everyone I knew in the film industry. I sent them an upgraded resume and an email letting them know what I have been doing. One of those emails came back with a job offer as a temp office manager at a production…
Bla Bla Land:Chapter 50
I was over entertainment studios and the grind culture. At the same time, I felt like, "Frshta, you are lucky to even have a job in the industry." I wanted to grow and to do more. I started to take off all the stuff from my work wall. All of it. Everyone started to question…
Review: Evil Dead Rises
I can’t name every horror film like I have mentioned before, but I just enjoy them very much. I have felt horror movies burn out in the last couple of years, mainly because I was so tired of the content. I could predict where the story was going during most horror films. I think the…
#280 acceptance
Happy Wednesday, reader, As usual, I am tired. Moreover, I feel unmotivated. I have been thinking a lot about what I want to accomplish, and I haven’t. Is it sad that I don’t even care anymore? I have accepted that I won’t become a famous director or writer. I have accepted that I won’t write…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 48
Knowledge is true confidence. The more I learned about my role, the more confidence I had. I learned how to use File Maker Pro and different casting websites. A couple of months later, they decided to switch up the teams. This was after my producer, and I had a tiff over casting. Like all work…
#277 feelings
Feelings I have so many of them. I have not felt 100 percent this Ramadan. I am mentally off some days. I have kept myself centered through the chaos. I understand that things can be out of my control, and I must accept that. So what is bursting my bubble and causing this unbalancedness while…
#276 hurdles
It is a blessing to have eyes that can see this beautiful world. After a very long time, I did not post last week's Wednesday blog. I was too tired emotionally and physically to write; instead, I decided to rest. It was a very stressful week, and my body paid for it. I was due…
The Frshta Show 