I claim to love writing.

I romanticize about my cute little hobby room with my old desk lamp from my old room.

I have a writing device now which I am always so excited about.

Yet, still I have trouble getting myself to sit down and write.

I am so distracted by my daily tasks that I have a hard time committing to my own hobbies.

Also, writers block is a thing. I have started many pieces but none are finished and I truly have no idea where any of it is going.

I love writing. I wish I was better at it.

Sometimes, well, lets me be honest, a lot of time, I just don’t feel good enough to call myself a writer.

What publisher would publish me? My ideas are not interesting enough or my stories. I have a hard time making up stories. I enjoy drawing from real life.

Yesterday, I started to think about my WHY factor. Why do I do the things that I do? I told myself, I write because I enjoy it and not for others but I guess validation is needed sometimes.

I think I need a literacy agent. I think I need some times of goal to motivate me. I am going to work on this. Wish me luck friends.

Xoxo

Frshta