My new producer was mean, and that's honestly how I felt. She made comments to me about my personality."Why do you have to be friends with everyone?" "Why are you so nice?" I didn't know how to answer the questions. I was just being me. She was from the east coast and felt strongly that…
Review: Evil Dead Rises
I can’t name every horror film like I have mentioned before, but I just enjoy them very much. I have felt horror movies burn out in the last couple of years, mainly because I was so tired of the content. I could predict where the story was going during most horror films. I think the…
#280 acceptance
Happy Wednesday, reader, As usual, I am tired. Moreover, I feel unmotivated. I have been thinking a lot about what I want to accomplish, and I haven’t. Is it sad that I don’t even care anymore? I have accepted that I won’t become a famous director or writer. I have accepted that I won’t write…
#279
Good evening everyone. I am tired, but I am okay. It is the day before the last day of Ramadan. This Ramadan has been something else. I started the month feeling disconnected from God and not feeling the blessings of Ramadan. It made me sad because I love the spiritual ness of Ramadan. I decided…
#278 peace
Happy Wednesday, everyone! I am exhausted. I can barely open my eyes, but I didn't want to skip a blog post. It has been a trying week, but I have been handling it. I have been self-talking myself all week. I keep telling myself to find peace through all the turmoil. PEACE. What a word.…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 47
Patricia and I had an interview in Culver City, which went great. She said I reminded her of herself. She loved my different job experiences and thought it would be valuable in this type of job. She asked me a question. I can't remember what it was, but I answered, "I don't know." She loved…
#277 feelings
Feelings I have so many of them. I have not felt 100 percent this Ramadan. I am mentally off some days. I have kept myself centered through the chaos. I understand that things can be out of my control, and I must accept that. So what is bursting my bubble and causing this unbalancedness while…
#276 hurdles
It is a blessing to have eyes that can see this beautiful world. After a very long time, I did not post last week's Wednesday blog. I was too tired emotionally and physically to write; instead, I decided to rest. It was a very stressful week, and my body paid for it. I was due…
#275 procrastinated rant
Okay, I have procrastinated enough on writing tonight's blog. You must be thinking, why? Don't you love to write? Isn't that why you write for the blog in the first place? You are right. I love to write. I love this blog. I just get overwhelmed by my overwhelming mind. I have so much I…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 45
Last week on Bla Bla Land, I described the chaos of my life right after I finished college. I was an intern at a company that would be perfect for me. I juggled multiple jobs, an internship class, and my father's heart attack. I mentioned in my previous blog that I picked up a season…
The Frshta Show 