• #218 The Suicide Bridge of Pasadena

    The first time I went to Pasadena Convention Center was for a robot convention called Bot Con. You know when that feeling that you have found some place so cool and rare? That’s how I felt about Pasadena. I didn’t leave the valley much and I had only been driving for a couple of years.… Read more

  • #217 feeling twenty twenty-two

    #217 feeling twenty twenty-two

    Like my girl Taylor Swift sang “I’m feeling twenty two” In my mind, there was so much I wanted to mention for the first post of 2022. I wanted to talk about all my hopes and dreams for this year. Tonight, as I write, fog is present in my head. I can’t think straight or… Read more

  • #165 2020

    Hello everyone, It is finally 2021. One of the trends of 2020 was saying how horrible 2020 years and how excited we are for it to end. I always found that very unusual because it’s not like our problems are going to go away magically once the clock hits 2021. Life doesn’t have a reset… Read more

  • #216 another year 2021

    #216 another year 2021

    The sound of the rain is hitting the roof and I hear the puddles of water dripping down. It is beautiful. I went swimming tonight after work, and I was welcomed with an empty pool. It was a bit eerie. I jumped into the water to do my twenty minutes of working out and imagined… Read more

  • #215 conventions

    #215 conventions

    When I find a penny on tails, I make sure to set it on heads somewhere for someone else to find it. If it’s on heads, I consider it to be good luck. I can be a bit superstitious, which can lead to paranoia. I found three pennies this week, and each one was on… Read more

  • #214 wonderful time of the year

    It has been such a long time since I have felt okay during this time of the year. It is always difficult for me. The short days and long times bring back some dark memories and sometimes it brings out the darkness that resides in me. Darkness that causes me to spiral into grief and… Read more