• #74 I needed to lose me to find you.

    #74 I needed to lose me to find you.

    I’m nervous. So bare with me as I bare my soul. It might take inches but I will get to a foot eventually. I picture an audience in a dark room. A shadow that has been lighten by the charming blinking of the light. You wait. I breathe. I breathe again. I’m nervous. These words… Read more

  • #73 Post Halloween

    #73 Post Halloween

    Are you ever to old to trick o treat? I don’t think so. I am 27years old and I still believe in trick o treating for all ages. I HATE when I hear old people say “oh your to old for candy.” What does that even mean? I love candy more now then when u… Read more

  • #72 Happy Halloween

    #72 Happy Halloween

    A story! The show must go on no matter what. Hollywood is a glorified disaster, especially for women. Trish Lebowski walked onto the stage to answer questions about her upcoming film. The audience just saw a screening for it and they seemed to be responding well. She wore a simple black dress with red lipstick… Read more

  • #71 fires

    #71 fires

    It’s a beautiful day today. The sky is a hit of light blue. The sun shines bright. I love mornings like these. I like to sit in my kitchen by the large window. I pull the curtains back and it brings so much sunlight. I let the warmth of the sun hit my bones and… Read more

  • #70 a little progress makes all the difference

    #70 a little progress makes all the difference

    Progress. It’s my favorite time of the year. I have made progress in terms of living in the moment. It’s no where I need to be but it’s a start. I have been trying not to let my mind wander and just be as present as possible. I try not to let my mind reflect… Read more

  • #69 Death

    Death. It might be the cause of my PMDD but death crosses my mind constantly. I’ve been told that I am obsessed. I knock on wood constantly throughout the day because bad thought cross my mind and it is said that if you knock on wood…the devil won’t hear you. I know that sounds crazy… Read more