• #53 Itch

    Where do I go? I want to know. Ohh..Where do you go? Remember that song? It has been stuck in my head. Its currently playing in the background as I write. I miss writing. I miss being creative. I miss feeling excited about my accomplishments. Lost in my thoughts is a constant battle for me.… Read more

  • #52 Attention

    I have this urge. This urge to share my life on Instagram. I have gone radio silent for the last couple of months…actually maybe almost a year. I can just go look at the last picture I posted but I am being lazy. I have posted some art work but nothing about myself. Originally, I… Read more

  • #51 losers

    The first time I ever saw my eldest brother drinking was a shock to me. I idealized him and it broke my heart. I even cried about it because it scared me. He was never a heavy drinker but it would get worse. My brother was the American dream. He was an immigrant and worked… Read more

  • #50 Fourth of July

    Fourth of July has always been a strange holiday for me. My brother Yama, was born on July 3. Every year, we celebrated his birthday on the fourth of July. I remember one of his last birthdays, my sister and I got his some finches. We got him a huge cake. When we were younger,… Read more

  • #49 empty words

    It has been hard to write lately. I am not sure why. I do know that I feel like a lack of audience or audience interaction does affect my motivation. When people engage or there are a lot of views, it makes me want to write more and it makes me want to connect. Also,… Read more

  • #48 Grumpy

    I woke up to dark cloud outside of my window. I really wanted to see the sun. I woke up with my legs and feet aching. I was in a bad mood. I am not sure why. Grouchy and grumpy like the Grinch. I spent most of the day being a bad mood. Then I… Read more