Good Evening,

Vacation Frshta has been super into playing loud music in her living room blaring loudly until she can’t help herself and starts moving awkwardly around her living room like no one is watching. Her current favorite song is Bleachers: Modern Girl. It is on brand with her current novel.

Hey everyone,

Here I am. What’s up?

This week life has felt a bit all over the place. I am unfocused and a bit everywhere.

I went to the gym Monday morning. I felt a slight nudge on my back but I was fine. I went to visit my parents. I bent down to pick something up and I sneezed simultaneously and that was it, I couldn’t get back up. I yelled for my mom when she finally showed up, she had to help me get up. I pulled something and I was in excruciating pain. Immediately, I thought no, I have been on a streak at the gym, please I don’t want to stop. I laid on the floor of my parents living room floor. I stretched and stretched but the pain was nothing I have felt before. I probably have but I can’t recall. I hobbled off the floor and made it to my car and drove myself home. I had my evening serving job in a few hours. I needed to get myself in shape for it. I took a hot shower and let the hot water hit the spot that hurt. I stretched some more. I kept moving. I went on my coffee date with my bestie and then started my shift at work. It was a slow night and as long as I was standing I was fine. I made it through the shift. I went home and took a shower. I crawled into bed hoping this would be over in the morning. I signed up for my gym class. I was going to go in the morning. I won’t miss a day.

I awoke at 4ish in the morning from extreme pain on my lower back. I had to pee but I couldn’t even get out of the bed. With great difficulty, I rolled myself to side of the bed and got myself off the bed to the rest room. I decided to try another shower. Maybe the heat will help. The shower helped the pain. I laid down on my childhood rug which covers the lament floors. I stretched as much as I could. I must get to the gym today. I can’t skip a day. I crawled back into bed, and laid straight, trying not to move. I ended up cancelling my gym class. I felt asleep and I woke back up around 6:30AM. I felt better. I scheduled my next weight training class at 7:30AM. I slowly got dressed, had a piece of bread, and some rich chocolatey cold brew. I got into my car and drove to my gym. I prayed that this would help my back. I let the trainers know as well. I was planning to go slow. I prayed that I don’t make it worse.

That’s it for now. =p