December 16, 2012 changed my life. It was the day I lost my big brother, Yama. Today is his death anniversary. In the past, I always expected to be extremely emotional on his death anniversary but honestly, you become emotional if you allow yourself. I think about him then I cry. It doesn't matter what…
#91 Hi World
The roaring twenties....how cliche. I had some strange dreams tonight. First, I dreamed about my deceased brother, Yama. He was putting all these scary things in my room and when I woke up I saw them all. I said who did this...and it was him trying to mess with me...I walked to the living room…
#90 Goals for 2020
When I first started to think of a new years resolution...I came to a complete blank. Also, I feel like one shouldn't wait till a New Year to start something but I still think setting goals is a good idea. I came up with a list of small things. Buy a set of pearls. Wear…
#89 Reflection 2019
2019 was a hell of a year for me. Tonight, I spent a lot of time reflecting on this past year. I went through my memory jar and did a twenty questionnaire for 2019. The questions were deep. When I think of the year as a whole...I just remember the bad. Even today, I spent…