Thank you everyone that has been reading the "Yama" entries. It means so much to me. This is a very personal experience and the fact that you are all reading along helps me keep going. I am not going to lie..there was a moment that I did not want to continue because I thought..no one…
I woke up the next morning...thinking what a nightmare...then I realized it was reality. Muslims bury the dead quickly like within the same week...or within a couple of days. So Yama's funeral was on 12/18/12. After the person who passed away is buried, the family holds a prayer at the mosque. The Quran is recited…
12/16/12 continued to be a living nightmare. Not the one with the zombies and monster...it was its own version. It started to engrave in my heart..Yama is dead. Yama is dead. Yama is dead. I would escape to my room and turn on my little heater and sit in front of it. The house was…
I woke up early the next day and headed to work. I worked inside a mall and the holiday hours were long and dreadful. I think I had to be at work at 6am. It was 12/16/12 and it was my coworker's birthday. I walked in with balloons and a cake for her. She had…
It was a cold rainy day. I was working as a store manager at a toy shop. It was December 15, 2012, the holiday season was in full swing. We had just survived 12/12/12. You know, the day the world was suppose to end according the the Mayan/Aztecs calendar. But, the world didn’t end for…
madar means mom It's my mom's birthday today. Happy Birthday to her. I am so lucky to have my mother as my mother. She is one of the best things in my life even though sometimes she annoys me. I love her to pieces. But, I don't want to talk about how great my mother…
I have been reading a lot about the soul. What happens to the soul after we die in regards to my beliefs. My brother has been sending me all types of videos about it and it’s interesting. I think he is trying to find some type of peace since Kobe died. Yesterday, while I was…
I was never a huge basketball fan but I did watch basketball growing up. My four brothers were super into basketball and I was there with them. We collected basketball cards and had our own basket ball games. We didn’t have much growing up and one of the most exciting things for us was watching…
Originally, I planned an entire post to dedicate to my deceased brother, Yama. But, I am just don’t want too. I don’t feel like it and I am not in the head space for it. And I don’t want to put myself in that type emotional rut. So, my dearest brother...I hope he is doing…
Death. It might be the cause of my PMDD but death crosses my mind constantly. I’ve been told that I am obsessed. I knock on wood constantly throughout the day because bad thought cross my mind and it is said that if you knock on wood…the devil won’t hear you. I know that sounds crazy…
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