Status and wealth.

What does that mean to you?

Does money have value in your life? I mean it has value for everyone because we need it to live. But, do you think less of someone who doesn’t make as much money as you?

I always stress about money. I want a house someday and I don’t want to worry about money in the future. But, sometimes, I feel like I get to fixated on it.

Like, I stress about it. I worry about how I am going to support myself. The cost of living in Los Angeles is so expensive. I don’t even think I will ever be able to afford a house to be honest. I can’t leave either because my family is here and I don’t want to be far from my parents.

So what do I do?

I have an education and I work hard but it isn’t enough. I currently work multiple jobs.

At the end of day, I guess its my fault. I should have studied something more practical. I should have been smarter about my future plans but I was to busy being a “dreamer.”

At the same time, whats the point of money when your not happy? Whats the point of a job when you hate it? This was how I use to think and I guess I still do.

It would just be nice, if there was some type of balance. I don’t want to be rich. I just want to be okay. I wish I could figure out how to do that. How can I be happy with a successful job that will help me be financially stable?

I am learning to accept things that I can’t control. Just be happy with what you have. Most of all, your health.

Of course the rest of the world probably disagrees. I mean our actions show it all.

~Frshta