Alright, so January of 2016 left me wondering what my next steps will be in my career. To my surprise, the toy store stayed open for one more year. The landlord couldn’t find another tenant. I was annoyed. Here I was, trying to figure out how I would pay my bills and take on odd…
#275 procrastinated rant
Okay, I have procrastinated enough on writing tonight's blog. You must be thinking, why? Don't you love to write? Isn't that why you write for the blog in the first place? You are right. I love to write. I love this blog. I just get overwhelmed by my overwhelming mind. I have so much I…
#271 tired

Random truck Hi readers, I am tired but I wanted to post. Here are some photos of this past weekend. It has been a long week. Washroom in a random cafe Valentine's Day seems to be all week this week. It is not easy being a server during these types of holidays. So many people.…
Review: The Banshees of Inisherin
I just finished watching The Banshees of Inisherin. I chose to watch it since it's Oscar-nominated for best picture. I haven't seen Colin Farrell in a movie in so long. I am trying to remember if I've seen him in a film before or knew who he was because he dated Britney Spears briefly. The…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 42

Nothing remarkable happened next, and I learned a valuable lesson that only dawned on me years later. Every week, we would meet with an executive from Blumhouse and have lunch together. Some were nice, while others weren’t. The most notable one was from Jason Blum's right-hand man, Cooper. I had heard a lot about Cooper…
#268 frustrating

Hey, I’ve been on this journey of finding things to cheer me up so that I can compile a list to look at whenever I’m feeling down. I mentioned before that I’ve loved watching Rugrats since I was a little girl, and I still watch it. Sometimes I just don’t want my brain to think,…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 36
OK, so what do I want for my blog? I want to organize it so that each story starts from the bottom upIt was just another day at the toy store when a young lady walked in browsing the store. She didn’t want to purchase anything but just wanted to browse. We ended up bonding…
Bla Bla Land : Chapter 29
So inner city filmmaker was over. On the night of graduation, I felt strong and inspired. Nothing was going to stop me but what was next? I went back to the toy store and back to school. I was starting my second year of college and my major was all over the place. I needed…
Bla Bla Land : Chapter 27
Wow, ICF was finally coming to an end. Tal, one of the assistants, threw a prop which she called morp. Prom spelled backward is morp. Stephanya Morp! I didn't attend prom back in high school so I was excited. Tal's house was ten minutes from my place. It was going to be an 80s theme…
#208 potential
I want to write. I want to start filming shorts. I need to start. All week, I have been thinking itching to have free time to get some writing in. Some deep and thoughtful writing. The week after Halloween always is bitter-sweet for me. I had a fantastic spooky season but now it's over. I…