I have been trying this new thing. I am trying my best not to allow my thoughts to control me. Whatever is going to happen will happen. Sometimes I might feel like I have control but I really don’t. I have control over nothing but myself. My nephew was born on February 19,2021. I am…
#171 slowing down
Life has felt nonstop lately.Everything is happening so fast.I want life to slow down.I need life to slow down.Where did the time go?It's Monday, and then I blink, and it's Friday.Then I blink again, and it's Monday morning.I feel as if I don't even have time to process my weekend.How do I make life slow…
#170 Fantasy
Kim, my ex-trainer inspired this week's blog. She posted a passage about fantasies. Let me paraphrase it! "Whatever you fantasize about should be what you should be doing." Gosh, I wish I knew who the author was. Kim also posted something about doing a job that serves people and not worry about the money. If…
#169 your being dramatic
This entire blog entry was inspired by Katherine Heigl (the lady in the picture above). Gosh, I could related so much. A room full of people I call my friends when a question comes up on an ice breaker app. The question is “who is the most dramatic in your group?” The entire room points…
# 168 balance
"Verily, everything has two ends and a middle. If you hold one of the ends, the other will be skewed. If you hold the middle, the two ends will be balanced. You must seek the middle ground in all things." There has been a recurring theme in my life the last couple of days, balance.…
#167 Oldies
Wednesday's quote of the day: "There are those who give joy, and that joy is their reward” - Kahlil Gibran. I spend a lot of time trying because of my delivery job. Therefore, I spend a lot of time in my car. I like driving but the car rides can become repetitive and boring. Sometimes…
#166 Mindset
One of my goals for 2021 is to write a blog once a week. I am trying my best to keep this goal, but I almost failed it when I started. I kept thinking about what to write for my next blog. I didn’t want this to be anothing thing I am constantly thinking about…
#164 I miss you.
December 16, 2012 changed my life. It was the day I lost my big brother, Yama. Today is his death anniversary. In the past, I always expected to be extremely emotional on his death anniversary but honestly, you become emotional if you allow yourself. I think about him then I cry. It doesn't matter what…
#163 Inktober 5: Blade
I am trying my best to keep up with these inktober prompts but life is busy. Bare with me. I was thinking of skipping some prompts but that seemed like cheating. I am on day five of inktober, blade. What the hell can I do with that word? It is such a boring word. I…
#162 Inktober 4: Radio
Radios scare me. Do they scare you? There is something eerie about radios. Who is on the other side? It’s creepy. Think about it. I have been listening to the Vincent Price radio station. I have been in a Halloween mood and Vince Price really helps set the spirit of hallows eve. His stories are…