The roaring twenties....how cliche. I had some strange dreams tonight. First, I dreamed about my deceased brother, Yama. He was putting all these scary things in my room and when I woke up I saw them all. I said who did this...and it was him trying to mess with me...I walked to the living room…
#90 Goals for 2020
When I first started to think of a new years resolution...I came to a complete blank. Also, I feel like one shouldn't wait till a New Year to start something but I still think setting goals is a good idea. I came up with a list of small things. Buy a set of pearls. Wear…
#89 Reflection 2019
2019 was a hell of a year for me. Tonight, I spent a lot of time reflecting on this past year. I went through my memory jar and did a twenty questionnaire for 2019. The questions were deep. When I think of the year as a whole...I just remember the bad. Even today, I spent…
#88 Christmas Lights
Christmas lights make me feel warm. I don't celebrate Christmas but as a child I loved Christmas lights. The traditional colorful ones. They remind me of my childhood, which seems so far away now. My dad would pile us all in the car and take us to Candy Cane Lane. We would look at all…
#87
Originally, I planned an entire post to dedicate to my deceased brother, Yama. But, I am just don’t want too. I don’t feel like it and I am not in the head space for it. And I don’t want to put myself in that type emotional rut. So, my dearest brother...I hope he is doing…
#86 Press 1 for …
Hello all, This is Frshta here. Back at it from the depths of my soul. I really want to talk about something today that really upsets me. My brother, Yama, may he rest in peace up in heaven, use to always pay his bills on the phone. But, a lot of the times, he would…
#85 Hello? Is it you I am looking for?
Life is difficult but sometimes we make it difficult. I am guilty. I am so incredibly guilty of doing this. And it has become such a powerful force in me that I can't control it. The last couple of days have been mentally draining, which has caused me to physically not want to move. My…
#84 Happy Thanksgiving
I am thankful for so much in my life but sometimes all I do is fucking complain and I really hate when I do that. I literally did that today for two hour and afterwards, I thought to myself ..what the fuck is the matter with you. People have it so much worse than me.…
#83 Gilmore Girls
Gilmore Girls Gilmore Girls was a show that I grew up with. I never realized how much it influenced me until I rewatched the entire show. If you are not familiar with the show, it is about a mother and daughter living in a small town called Stars Hollow. Rory, the daughter, was a smart…
#82 Let’s Go For Walk
I’ve gotten into the habit of going on these walks every day. I really love going on early morning walks and they’re not very long. Usually it’s about 30 minutes. Sometimes my mom drags me to the park and that takes about an hour to walk. But I don’t usually like going to the park.…
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