Originally, I planned an entire post to dedicate to my deceased brother, Yama. But, I am just don’t want too. I don’t feel like it and I am not in the head space for it. And I don’t want to put myself in that type emotional rut. So, my dearest brother...I hope he is doing…
#86 Press 1 for …
Hello all, This is Frshta here. Back at it from the depths of my soul. I really want to talk about something today that really upsets me. My brother, Yama, may he rest in peace up in heaven, use to always pay his bills on the phone. But, a lot of the times, he would…
#85 Hello? Is it you I am looking for?
Life is difficult but sometimes we make it difficult. I am guilty. I am so incredibly guilty of doing this. And it has become such a powerful force in me that I can't control it. The last couple of days have been mentally draining, which has caused me to physically not want to move. My…
#84 Happy Thanksgiving
I am thankful for so much in my life but sometimes all I do is fucking complain and I really hate when I do that. I literally did that today for two hour and afterwards, I thought to myself ..what the fuck is the matter with you. People have it so much worse than me.…
#83 Gilmore Girls
Gilmore Girls Gilmore Girls was a show that I grew up with. I never realized how much it influenced me until I rewatched the entire show. If you are not familiar with the show, it is about a mother and daughter living in a small town called Stars Hollow. Rory, the daughter, was a smart…
#82 Let’s Go For Walk
I’ve gotten into the habit of going on these walks every day. I really love going on early morning walks and they’re not very long. Usually it’s about 30 minutes. Sometimes my mom drags me to the park and that takes about an hour to walk. But I don’t usually like going to the park.…
#81 Afghan Elvis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rWmGEEsc-c My favorite song. Ahmad Zahir. You probably don’t recognize that name. My parents grew up listening to Ahmad Zahir. He was basically Afghanistan’s Elvis. When I was little, my dad would play Zahir’s songs in the radio and during any family get togethers. He had them on cassettes. I don’t even know where he…
#79 Nothing
I wrote this last week. I haven’t been able to think of interesting blog topics. I am super tired today. My body aches from the exercises I’ve done this week. It was my trainers birthday yesterday. She is now 31. She such a beautiful soul and just a good person. At 31, she has her…
#80 bras
I have big boobs. I don’t think they are huge but my bra size is 32/34 DDD. So I have a big cup size while the band size is small. I’ve had trouble finding bras all my life. Big breast run in my family. Mom, sister, aunt and so on have big breast. Some women…
#78 Today, was a great day
Today, was a great day. Since I always acknowledge the bad ones, I think I must acknowledge the good ones as well. My best friend celebrated her twenty seventh birthday today. She was literally crying because fuck...were twenty seven. Other, than that part..we went to a pottery studio for the first time. She is obsessed…