Originally, this blog was suppose to be a collection of thoughts and memories. Well, lately, all I have been seeing is complaints and nagging. Someone needs to fire the writer...(tugs on collar). Here's a memory for you. My best friend and I spent a lovely day at the spa. It wasn't the spa we usually…
#96 Hopeless
Disclaimer: I am about to be very negative and I will be complaining a lot. A lot of feeling sorry for myself. So if you are not in the mood for that, then don't read it. I don't need you to be effected by my energy. I started the New Year on a good foot…
#95 My calling
Yesterday, I started writing a post about the gift I think God has given me, my voice. I ended up not posting it because I had no idea what my point was or where the post was going. Today, while my friend and I drove in the car, she asked me what I thought was…
#94 Weekly Goals
This weeks goals! Read one chapter of my new book, The Giver of Stars. Write three to four blogs this week. Put together vision board. Got for a walk everyday even if it is short. Hit the gym 5 days. Wake up at least one day for morning prayer. Read your Quran at least one…
#93 Positivity Monday
Positivity Monday Can I make this a thing? Write a post that revolves around positivity? I will try. I am listening to a sermon about focus. What you put your focus towards will grow. If you put your focus on negativity then the negativity will grow. Do you have those friends that no matter what…
#92 time after time
It’s already four days into the New Year. It’s crazy how time just keeps flying by. What is this life and it’s purpose? I wish we could freeze time sometimes. I have moments where I just don’t ever want it to stop because they are just that special. Whether that’s going to a free comedy…
#91 Hi World
The roaring twenties....how cliche. I had some strange dreams tonight. First, I dreamed about my deceased brother, Yama. He was putting all these scary things in my room and when I woke up I saw them all. I said who did this...and it was him trying to mess with me...I walked to the living room…
#90 Goals for 2020
When I first started to think of a new years resolution...I came to a complete blank. Also, I feel like one shouldn't wait till a New Year to start something but I still think setting goals is a good idea. I came up with a list of small things. Buy a set of pearls. Wear…
#89 Reflection 2019
2019 was a hell of a year for me. Tonight, I spent a lot of time reflecting on this past year. I went through my memory jar and did a twenty questionnaire for 2019. The questions were deep. When I think of the year as a whole...I just remember the bad. Even today, I spent…
#88 Christmas Lights
Christmas lights make me feel warm. I don't celebrate Christmas but as a child I loved Christmas lights. The traditional colorful ones. They remind me of my childhood, which seems so far away now. My dad would pile us all in the car and take us to Candy Cane Lane. We would look at all…