Our story is not one of a kind but it is at the same time. Star crossed toy store lovers Fate upon us. Come to me on your dark days Dear Gizmo Your Gizmo voice use to make me laugh so hard. Dear Kenshin your clueless. It's annoying Parking lots Misunderstandings about our hands I…
I was driving north bound on the 405 freeway in Los Angeles. There is a part on the freeway that goes downwards. It's like when you go up hill then you reach the top and then you go down hill. Whenever I drive down that part of the freeway, I think of a time when…
Where do I go? I want to know. Ohh..Where do you go? Remember that song? It has been stuck in my head. Its currently playing in the background as I write. I miss writing. I miss being creative. I miss feeling excited about my accomplishments. Lost in my thoughts is a constant battle for me.…
I have this urge. This urge to share my life on Instagram. I have gone radio silent for the last couple of months...actually maybe almost a year. I can just go look at the last picture I posted but I am being lazy. I have posted some art work but nothing about myself. Originally, I…
The first time I ever saw my eldest brother drinking was a shock to me. I idealized him and it broke my heart. I even cried about it because it scared me. He was never a heavy drinker but it would get worse. My brother was the American dream. He was an immigrant and worked…
Fourth of July has always been a strange holiday for me. My brother Yama, was born on July 3. Every year, we celebrated his birthday on the fourth of July. I remember one of his last birthdays, my sister and I got his some finches. We got him a huge cake. When we were younger,…
It has been hard to write lately. I am not sure why. I do know that I feel like a lack of audience or audience interaction does affect my motivation. When people engage or there are a lot of views, it makes me want to write more and it makes me want to connect. Also,…
I woke up to dark cloud outside of my window. I really wanted to see the sun. I woke up with my legs and feet aching. I was in a bad mood. I am not sure why. Grouchy and grumpy like the Grinch. I spent most of the day being a bad mood. Then I…
Sobriety Checkpoints I just saw someone post online that on some L.A. street there is a check point and to be careful. She put an annoyed face emoji because apparently checkpoints upset her. She also said "urg their back again." So I am confused about why this annoyed her. But, she isn't the first to…
Purpose Let’s talk about purpose. I have had this empowering epiphany about life. I am not sure where this came from. It just happened. I have been writing on this blog how I had moments of extreme depression or sadness because my friend Tracy claims that I am not classified as a depressed person. But…
The Frshta Show 