The tapes in my head. For the last few years, I have been activity working cutting the loops in my head by the endless tapes of my anxieties. Silencing it by telling myself to stop never worked. I would spend endless hours in my head going through different scenarios of different shitty situations. The loops…
Children in need of water.
Hello readers, It has been a while and I will not disclose my absence as of yet. Today I am here to promote a project I have been working on. I have spent the last couple of months creating paintings I can make into bags. The theme is Alien Invasion. This was a brand new…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 43
One of my responsibilities at Blumhouse was to read scripts and write script coverage on it. I had never in my life written script coverage before and I had no idea how to do this. On the other hand, I love to read and I was looking forward to reading some cool stuff. My writing…
#268 frustrating
Hey, I’ve been on this journey of finding things to cheer me up so that I can compile a list to look at whenever I’m feeling down. I mentioned before that I’ve loved watching Rugrats since I was a little girl, and I still watch it. Sometimes I just don’t want my brain to think,…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 30
In the first half of the year of 2012, I had this angst to start creating again. Life had gone back to normal. It was school then work then home. I was keeping contact with a lot of the people I met during ICF. One of the folks I kept in touch with was Tal.…
#235 the last night of my 20s
Last day of my 20s June 4th. 2022 was the last night of my 20s. It didn’t hit me until my best friend sent me a video from my 27th birthday. I couldn’t believe that three years has already passed by. Life is such a beautiful yet frightening experience. It goes by so fast. It…
#219 Scream!
Scream! Horror films have always been my top go-to genre. I grew up with four older brothers so basically every other genre was out of the cards. We loved watching the paranormal television shows on television about haunted houses and so on. Let me some it up to this, most kids have seen all the…
#215 conventions
Which transformer is this? Robert Midsummer Scream: Season Awakening When I find a penny on tails, I make sure to set it on heads somewhere for someone else to find it. If it's on heads, I consider it to be good luck. I can be a bit superstitious, which can lead to paranoia. I found…
#207 Ding Dong Ditch: A Haunted School
I’ve been feeling inspired lately. It might be the one rainy day in Los Angeles or the spooky season. Maybe it's that my workplace seems even more spooky with the yellow and red leaves flowing with the wind all over the playground and little children playing. As a substitute teacher, I move around a lot…
#192 authenticity
Here I am attempting to be an influencer at a cool coffee shop …epic fail. Lol enjoy. I have been attempting to study coffee shops around the valley for a while now. I have noticed a recurring trend amongst successful coffee shops. The biggest trend of all is that I don’t feel like I fit…