• #200 paralyzed by death

    Life is such a peculiar concept.I was born to die.I’ve been pondering a lot about fear.I have so much fear inside of me.To the point, that I caused myself anxiety.The type of anxiety where I can’t feel my arms.I feel something heavy on my chest.It’s hard to breathe.This week a person that I love so… Read more

  • #199 sing us a song piano girl 🎹

    #199 sing us a song piano girl 🎹

    When I was a little girl I told my mommy and daddy I really want to learn how to play the piano. Unfortunately, we didn’t have the money. One day my mama and I walked to SavOn, which is now CVS on Sepulveda Blvd. I can’t remember why we were there probably need to pick… Read more

  • #198 things that made me feel

    Moments that made me feel this week. My therapist and I tried a new form of therapy. We were actually just goofing around but it felt good. I told him how sometimes I like to sing about my problems in the car. Sometimes it’s the only way I can express myself. I’ve only sang about… Read more

  • #197 Afghanistan

    #197 Afghanistan

    Afghanistan has always been a war torn country. Growing up, I was always afraid to tell people about my heritage because of the 9/11 attacks. At the same time, I couldn’t lie either because it felt morally wrong. As soon as I would say, “I am Afghan,” there was a lot of questions being asked… Read more

  • #196 a full bathtub

    #196 a full bathtub

    My best friend gifted me a bath bomb and I’ve never used one before. Believe it or not I don’t really like to take bathes because they take a lot of time and I’m usually on the run. A nice hot shower usually does it for me. Oh and I also hate how when I… Read more

  • #195 an empty bathtub

    I sat in my empty bathtub. After fighting back tears multiple times in the day, for the sake of being called emotional. I finally let myself sob. I sobbed silently so that nobody else can hear me. It was one of those days that even the slightest thing was going to set me off. After… Read more