https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rWmGEEsc-c My favorite song. Ahmad Zahir. You probably don’t recognize that name. My parents grew up listening to Ahmad Zahir. He was basically Afghanistan’s Elvis. When I was little, my dad would play Zahir’s songs in the radio and during any family get togethers. He had them on cassettes. I don’t even know where he…
#79 Nothing
I wrote this last week. I haven’t been able to think of interesting blog topics. I am super tired today. My body aches from the exercises I’ve done this week. It was my trainers birthday yesterday. She is now 31. She such a beautiful soul and just a good person. At 31, she has her…
#80 bras
I have big boobs. I don’t think they are huge but my bra size is 32/34 DDD. So I have a big cup size while the band size is small. I’ve had trouble finding bras all my life. Big breast run in my family. Mom, sister, aunt and so on have big breast. Some women…
#78 Today, was a great day
Today, was a great day. Since I always acknowledge the bad ones, I think I must acknowledge the good ones as well. My best friend celebrated her twenty seventh birthday today. She was literally crying because fuck...were twenty seven. Other, than that part..we went to a pottery studio for the first time. She is obsessed…
#77 Happy Birthday Maera
7 is my lucky number and on your birthday it happens to be post #77 I hate corny stuff because it’s not original. Sometimes it’s cute but sometimes it’s like come on. I’m about to be very corny. I met you when I was eighteen years old. I admired your dark burgundy hair that was…
#76 status & wealth
Status and wealth. What does that mean to you? Does money have value in your life? I mean it has value for everyone because we need it to live. But, do you think less of someone who doesn't make as much money as you? I always stress about money. I want a house someday and…
#75 Silent Morning
Going to the gym early in the morning is difficult. I wake up at 5:15am and leave the house by 5:30am. It is a thirty minute drive to my gym. When I first committed to these class, I was a bit scared because some days I would be up from 5:15am till 11pm. My day…
#74 I needed to lose me to find you.
I’m nervous. So bare with me as I bare my soul. It might take inches but I will get to a foot eventually. I picture an audience in a dark room. A shadow that has been lighten by the charming blinking of the light. You wait. I breathe. I breathe again. I’m nervous. These words…
#73 Post Halloween
Are you ever to old to trick o treat? I don’t think so. I am 27years old and I still believe in trick o treating for all ages. I HATE when I hear old people say “oh your to old for candy.” What does that even mean? I love candy more now then when u…
#72 Happy Halloween
A story! The show must go on no matter what. Hollywood is a glorified disaster, especially for women. Trish Lebowski walked onto the stage to answer questions about her upcoming film. The audience just saw a screening for it and they seemed to be responding well. She wore a simple black dress with red lipstick…