Let me get this out even if it makes no sense at all. First, it takes more fucking guts to tell someone the truth than to sugar coat something. It shows you care when you tell some one the honest truth then some catalog bull shit that I can read right through. I use to…
#117 bedrooms
This past week, I did a deep clean of my tiny room. My room is pretty small but I love it for what it is. It’s bigger than a walk in closet but some would say ..that’s exactly what it is. Also, I don’t like the fact that I don’t have my own entrance because…
#116 Happy Valentines Day!!!
I LOVE Valentine’s Day. I know a lot of people feel bad because they don’t have a Valentine but honestly, that is t what Valentine’s is about. In my opinion, Valentine’s Day is about love in any shape or form. When I was a kid, Valentine’s Day was so much fun. It was so much…
#113 the best Saturday
Hello friends, Happy Tuesday! I hope everyone is doing well and staying positive because perspective is everything. I spend a lot of time talking about the bad in my life and I know I need to highlight the positive as well. So I want to talk about my amazing Saturday. I had one downside but…
#112 kelly mcgonigal
Update: I wrote this last night and this morning I feeling anxiety. I feel my brain not shutting down. So I am going to meditate, listen to show tunes, read a book and try my best to turn that negativity off. I will be fine Kelly McGonigal (the psychologist I am referring to today) My…
#110 slow down
Slowing down is something I have been trying to implement in my life. At times, I am just going through the motions. Sometimes I even feel like that with writing for the blog...I just go through the motions and I don’t even go back to reread or edit. Usually it’s because I am short on…
#109 the
Painting. I love painting. I don't paint as much as I use to because it takes a lot of time. Usually, it takes me about three hours to complete one painting. Life gets busy and I just can't make the time for it always. I made time during the month of January to paint. I…
#108 bare feet
I walked out to my backyard with no shoes on. My feet are bare and I love it. Yeah, they might get dirty but I love it. I love having bare feet. I love the feeling of cold cement or tile or whatever on my feet. I really love the way hot sand feels on…
#107 Dear body
I have been reading a lot about the soul. What happens to the soul after we die in regards to my beliefs. My brother has been sending me all types of videos about it and it’s interesting. I think he is trying to find some type of peace since Kobe died. Yesterday, while I was…
#105 r.i.p.
The energy in LA has been very somber the last couple of days. At least for those of us that feel anything towards Kobe. I keep replaying the way he died in my head. A helicopter. That ten seconds of going down from the sky and knowing your going to crash. The children in the…