My new producer was mean, and that's honestly how I felt. She made comments to me about my personality."Why do you have to be friends with everyone?" "Why are you so nice?" I didn't know how to answer the questions. I was just being me. She was from the east coast and felt strongly that…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 47
Patricia and I had an interview in Culver City, which went great. She said I reminded her of herself. She loved my different job experiences and thought it would be valuable in this type of job. She asked me a question. I can't remember what it was, but I answered, "I don't know." She loved…
#276 hurdles
It is a blessing to have eyes that can see this beautiful world. After a very long time, I did not post last week's Wednesday blog. I was too tired emotionally and physically to write; instead, I decided to rest. It was a very stressful week, and my body paid for it. I was due…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 45
Last week on Bla Bla Land, I described the chaos of my life right after I finished college. I was an intern at a company that would be perfect for me. I juggled multiple jobs, an internship class, and my father's heart attack. I mentioned in my previous blog that I picked up a season…
#274 shifting through life
The beauty of life. Who was the first to utter those words? I am sure it wasn’t me. It leads back to anything original anymore? Or, are we living in a world where the same concepts are thrown around in hopes of a different reaction or maybe in hopes of the same response? Have we…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 44
I only had a few weeks left at Blumhouse since I was heading toward the head of the semester, which meant the end of the internship. I wasn’t doing a good job keeping up with my internship class, which I had to take to intern. I was pretty done with school mentally since I graduated…
#273 garbage
Describe the last difficult "goodbye" you said. Yesterday, I was driving to work, and a thought came into my mind. My mother commented the day before about some women in our extended family. She mentioned that they are very much "Afghani" women and are not trying to act American. I was confused by her comment…
#272 under pressure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_RyzmQljQ8 Favorite song this week! Heads up, this blog is EVERYWHERE. Taking the pressure off of myself has been life-changing. I sometimes catch myself putting the pressure back on myself, but I stop myself. I need to train myself and unlearn this bad habit to form new healthy habits. I have an all-or-nothing mentality sometimes.…
#271 tired
Random truck Hi readers, I am tired but I wanted to post. Here are some photos of this past weekend. It has been a long week. Washroom in a random cafe Valentine's Day seems to be all week this week. It is not easy being a server during these types of holidays. So many people.…
#266 lethargic
It has been an odd week. My moods have been swiveling up and down. I spent a couple of days sick. No, not covid. Just an annoying cold. My head was fuzzy, my ears were blocked, and my nose was really runny. I had honey with tea, and that made it worse. I think I…
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