Have you ever felt like you couldn’t accomplish your task because you were not aesthetically pleased with your surroundings? This trait of mine haunts me. If I a not in the right aesthetic surroundings then it can be a challenge to do certain things. I like to write with a dim light on at night…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 12
I was about to finish my first year of college and managed to keep my seasonal job. Summer was around the corner and I wondered how I should spend my Summer. Another life-altering moment that Ani was involved in was deciding what I plan to do during the Summer of 2011. She had spent the…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 11
A career in the film never dawned on me until my senior year of high school. As I mentioned before, I had classmates pursuing filmmaking since it was storytelling like theater was. I was missing theater insanely during my first year of college. None of the other majors or careers excited me the way film…
#231 simulation
Can I just live my life as a cartoon ? I have been reading this science fiction novel, Sea of Tranquility, by Emily St. John Mandel. I kept seeing this particular book on the internet and I decided to pick up the book and share it with some unreliable fellow book lovers. Let me backtrack…
Bla Bla Land :Chapter 2
The second blog entry to Bla Bla Land. Please read the previous one to keep up! https://thefrshtashow.com/2022/03/23/228-bla-bla-land-1/ For me, high school was whatever compared to middle school. I was not part of a lot of clubs and didn’t attend any events unless they had to do with theater. I was smart but I definitely didn’t…
Bla Bla Land: Chapter 1
Bla Bla Land #1: A Hollywood Love Story Good evening, This will be the beginning of my Bla Bla Land series. Please stick around because I got some stuff to say. I can't remember what my aspirations were as a little girl, but if I could take a guess, I'd say veterinarian. I was an…
#227 how did we get here
High School Graduation I recall my childhood vividly and fondly. My memories are surrounded by adventure and comrades. I spent my weekends and summers at my grandmother’s house along with my siblings and cousins. I was lucky enough to have four older brothers and ten guy cousins. My sister and I were the only girls.…
#226 quicksand
I have been on this positive life high since the New Year and boy, did I come crashing down since my last blog post, which was last week. I have been feeling overwhelmed, tired, depressed, hopeless, and burnt out. I have been trying to reflect on why emotions have changed so drastically. First, I had…
#225 mind & feelings
"If you don't control your emotions, it will be manipulated against you. You got to train your mind to be stronger than your feelings, or else you'll lose every single time." Do you agree with this quote? Should our lives lie in the hands of our minds or our feelings? This quote made me feel…
#222 right here, right now
I want photos that capture my soul. I thought I was worthless and I didn’t even know it. Now when I look back, it makes sense why I felt worthless. As a child, I was outcasted by friends, in the 5th grade, for being different. I was an oddball. I wore big Harry Potter glasses…