12/16/12 continued to be a living nightmare. Not the one with the zombies and monster...it was its own version. It started to engrave in my heart..Yama is dead. Yama is dead. Yama is dead. I would escape to my room and turn on my little heater and sit in front of it. The house was…
I woke up early the next day and headed to work. I worked inside a mall and the holiday hours were long and dreadful. I think I had to be at work at 6am. It was 12/16/12 and it was my coworker's birthday. I walked in with balloons and a cake for her. She had…
The hospital was its own scene. Uncles, Aunts, Grandma, cousins, siblings, and parents of Yama, my eldest brother...crowded up the waiting room. While I was walking in, I ran into Yama's ex girlfriend of ten years..Hazel. She was by herself. We said hello and I kept walking. Yama was married and it was strange that…
It was a cold rainy day. I was working as a store manager at a toy shop. It was December 15, 2012, the holiday season was in full swing. We had just survived 12/12/12. You know, the day the world was suppose to end according the the Mayan/Aztecs calendar. But, the world didn’t end for…
I’ve never been big on voting because I don’t think it does anything. At the end of the day it goes back to whatever the government wants and not what the people want. Women are such incredible beings. I read a book called “The Giver of Stars” and it really showcased a women’s worth during…
Disclaimer: My phone takes the best picture. I do not look like this. I kept going back and forth today about writing a blog. I woke up at 5am and I was wide awake. I convinced myself to sleep 20 more mins and I woke up tired. I should have just stayed up. I really…
Let me get this out even if it makes no sense at all. First, it takes more fucking guts to tell someone the truth than to sugar coat something. It shows you care when you tell some one the honest truth then some catalog bull shit that I can read right through. I use to…
There was a curvy road up Topanga Canyon Blvd. The driver lied to the passenger saying they were going to go watch a Dragon Ball Z movie. The passenger hated Dragon Ball Z. But, the driver was lying. The driver was nervous so the passenger took over. Shrine Lake was the destination. The ex driver…
Hello friends, Happy Tuesday! I hope everyone is doing well and staying positive because perspective is everything. I spend a lot of time talking about the bad in my life and I know I need to highlight the positive as well. So I want to talk about my amazing Saturday. I had one downside but…
Update: I wrote this last night and this morning I feeling anxiety. I feel my brain not shutting down. So I am going to meditate, listen to show tunes, read a book and try my best to turn that negativity off. I will be fine Kelly McGonigal (the psychologist I am referring to today) My…
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