Dear mom, I don’t know why but I feel so much angry towards you. I don’t know why. You and I have always been close but you jinxed us I think. You told everyone how close we were and since then it’s like something is between us. I can’t talk to you properly. I guess…
#98 Fear
It’s like the universe or God is trying to speak to me. Fear. Yesterday, a business friend told me to stop being scared of failure. Today, during the announcement at school, the topic was fear. How fear stops us from success. I don’t know. Maybe I am crazy. Yesterday, I had a movie idea for…
#93 Positivity Monday
Positivity Monday Can I make this a thing? Write a post that revolves around positivity? I will try. I am listening to a sermon about focus. What you put your focus towards will grow. If you put your focus on negativity then the negativity will grow. Do you have those friends that no matter what…
#89 Reflection 2019
2019 was a hell of a year for me. Tonight, I spent a lot of time reflecting on this past year. I went through my memory jar and did a twenty questionnaire for 2019. The questions were deep. When I think of the year as a whole...I just remember the bad. Even today, I spent…
#85 Hello? Is it you I am looking for?
Life is difficult but sometimes we make it difficult. I am guilty. I am so incredibly guilty of doing this. And it has become such a powerful force in me that I can't control it. The last couple of days have been mentally draining, which has caused me to physically not want to move. My…
#76 status & wealth
Status and wealth. What does that mean to you? Does money have value in your life? I mean it has value for everyone because we need it to live. But, do you think less of someone who doesn't make as much money as you? I always stress about money. I want a house someday and…
#60 Pina Collada
Do you like pina collada and getting caught in the rain? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TazHNpt6OTo This song has been stuck in my head ALL DAY. It has been a good week and I feel so blessed. I keep knocking on wood because I don't want these happy feelings to be gone. My car that I have had for…
#55 Here’s to you.
Our story is not one of a kind but it is at the same time. Star crossed toy store lovers Fate upon us. Come to me on your dark days Dear Gizmo Your Gizmo voice use to make me laugh so hard. Dear Kenshin your clueless. It's annoying Parking lots Misunderstandings about our hands I…
#53 Itch
Where do I go? I want to know. Ohh..Where do you go? Remember that song? It has been stuck in my head. Its currently playing in the background as I write. I miss writing. I miss being creative. I miss feeling excited about my accomplishments. Lost in my thoughts is a constant battle for me.…
#46 Purpose
Purpose Let’s talk about purpose. I have had this empowering epiphany about life. I am not sure where this came from. It just happened. I have been writing on this blog how I had moments of extreme depression or sadness because my friend Tracy claims that I am not classified as a depressed person. But…
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