There are only so many heartbeats a person feels in a lifetime. -Pen15 This week I wanted to write about the show Friends. I watched the entire show for the first time ever. It took a couple of months and lots of convincing. I was very much against watching the show. I had seen a…
#219 Scream!
Scream! Horror films have always been my top go-to genre. I grew up with four older brothers so basically every other genre was out of the cards. We loved watching the paranormal television shows on television about haunted houses and so on. Let me some it up to this, most kids have seen all the…
#217 feeling twenty twenty-two
Like my girl Taylor Swift sang “I’m feeling twenty two” In my mind, there was so much I wanted to mention for the first post of 2022. I wanted to talk about all my hopes and dreams for this year. Tonight, as I write, fog is present in my head. I can't think straight or…
#216 another year 2021
I wanted to take some end of 2021 photos. My room was always a mess this past year from all the sewing I was doing. The shirt I am wearing was made by me and never finished either. LOL The skirt is actually an old dress that I took apart. I plan on making it…
#215 conventions
Which transformer is this? Robert Midsummer Scream: Season Awakening When I find a penny on tails, I make sure to set it on heads somewhere for someone else to find it. If it's on heads, I consider it to be good luck. I can be a bit superstitious, which can lead to paranoia. I found…
#214 wonderful time of the year
It has been such a long time since I have felt okay during this time of the year. It is always difficult for me. The short days and long times bring back some dark memories and sometimes it brings out the darkness that resides in me. Darkness that causes me to spiral into grief and…
#213 struggling artist
She lives in a closet and he lives in a small bedroom. Our rooms are filled with clutter. Any normal person that walks into them assumes that we live a poor life. Life is full of struggle. When I look at our room, I see Artists. Cardboard boxes stacked up to the ceiling. He stare…
#211 A Thanksgiving Story
PainWhat does pain look like?What color does it shine?Is it circular or square?Can I squeeze it?How does it create that gut-wrenching feeling?How does it bring tears out of your eyes? Marcel plays classical music loudly to drown out his pain. He sits quietly on his dining room table. A fresh pie sits on his kitchen…
#206 i am not moving fast enough
Every feel like you aren't moving fast enough? My forehead wrinkles are deepening and I can't catch a break. Will I catch a break when all my beauty is gone? The deepening lines are my forehead make me nervous. They remind me that time will run out. This week I felt like I have so…
#205 should i hide
I am tired. I had no idea what to blog about this week until just about three hours ago. I was drawing a blank. I had an eventful weekend selling handmade tote bags at the Rose Bowl but not enough to feel inspired to write. Then I went to my second job, and in the…